coincidences.

It's really funny how things can change in the matter of days, hours or seconds. I'm the kind of person who's always afraid of changes, but after all, that's life. Life is changing constantly and our purpose is to face these changes and do the best we can. And I'm doing it. People always say that they care about me and my feelings and blah, but when I need them to be there, they're not. I'm kind of getting used to the idea that I'll always have to face things alone 'cause no one's there when I need 'em to be, and lately my life is like...changing all the time, but not because I want to, because of some decisions people take that involves me. I'm really, really confused of what I should do. One part of me tells me that I need to move on, and get over it for my own good; other part of me needs to wait and see what happen, even though I know there's no chance (and you're lying in my face); and last I know I should take what I can. It was perfect once, maybe it could be perfect again. But getting back to the start...I don't know, I think I'm afraid. I know I'll find a way to figure all this out, but in the meaning I only confuse myself more and more. It's like I don't know me anymore, I don't recognize myself. You're confusing the s#!t out of me!! I hope you're happy.